Where sin increased, grace abounded all the more, so that, as sin reigned in death, grace might also reign through righteousness leading to eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord. Romans 5:20-21
My take-away: a mom has the power to make a child of the King forget their identity.
Driving home from work, with this news fresh on my heart, I was hit between the eyes with guilt. How many times this last week have I been upset or angry with Noah? How many times have we butted heads and how many times has my stern face and serious voice come out in full force?
Yes, I know it is perfectly normal (and healthy) to be upset and angered. Yes, I know it is right to discipline. But how many times have I coupled those harsh and necessary actions with comfort and love, the very reason for those actions?
Not often enough, that's for sure. Definitely not every time. And yet, that is how God makes himself known to me. EVERY time that I offend him, he gives me discipline and he gives me grace. EVERY time.
Lord, this responsibility is too great for me. I know that you have entrusted two young boys to my care, but I am incapable of showing them your love on my own. Be the love here. Be gracious when I feel I cannot. Be comfort when I don't know how. Do a miracle in me, that the boys would see you, all of you, all the time, through me. By your grace, let me never get in the way of them knowing you and your love for them. When I mess up, show me. When I fail, send someone who will succeed. With every step, conversation, Yes and No, be my motivation and my guide.